sunnuntai 31. maaliskuuta 2013

Last week

As I said earlier nothing extremely exciting has happened.
After I got a great start to a healthier life by being on that killer diet I signed up at a gym. Trying to go there 2-3 times minimum in a week. I am not going to be too hard on my self even if I did start a healthier life, so I am going to allow a little splurging on the week-ends. Nothing over the top though! Last friday I made pizza with low-fat cheese and I tried out Coca Cola Zero which was just as good as regular Coke! For all you Coke-Light haters - I am one of you and I am telling you that Zero tasted like the real thing!
Anyway, I can't go all crazy with dieting either because it will back-fire as a very irritated stomache and I'm fine with just one ulcer, don't need several.
AND I needs my wine.

I thought I would be dying after my first work-out, but instead I was filled with energy and endorphines! Not too much muscle-pain either, so I whent the next day too. I can't wait to go again!! Feels so great to have actually developed a positive intake to working out! I used to hate it!! It felt like a must and I never enjoyed it. At all. But now it's something that I get to look forward to doing. I think this will do me good mentally as well. Getting my mind off things is what I need. I'm not saying I'm going crazy or that I am depressed, no no just too occupied with my thoughts about my health. Everything else feels good.

My sister came home for easter so we had some sis-time with awesome Greek food and a movie! :)

This week-end we celebrated easter. Basically this is how it whent: Lamb-wine-vodka-dancing-burgers-hangover-easterwitches-kebab-koma-alcohol-makeup-alcohol-dancing-sleepingforhundredhours-food-icecream-tv-bed-happythateasterisoverbecauseiamtoooldforthisshit.













Silence

Ok so I've been a bit quiet on the blog-front and I' sorry to say that it's not because I have been doing loads of exciting thins. I have just not felt like writing because my mood has not been so great. I just feel like there is too much going on right now. And even though I have tried to take it easy because I'm paranoid that I will die if I do anything that is out of ordinary. Not maybe that literally but I'm seriously paranoid about getting cancer if I dont get the surgery done quickly enough. It sounds crazy to some, but it is my future with an 80% chance if they don't operate on me soon. So I'm allowed to be paranoid and I feel that writing this here is the only way for me to express my thoughts. I'm seeing a new doctor in a week so then I'll learn more. Can't wait! Even though I'm scared like hell.