torstai 26. huhtikuuta 2012

Eeeeewww!!

Like any girly girl I hate insects, bugs and all tiny discusting animals. Don't get me wrong, I am THE animalfriend and am all about animal rights but these diacusting little creatures are useless if u ask me. When people hear that I have arachnofobia (fear of spiders) they fon't really get the depth of my fear. It get's to the point when I cry, start hyperventilating, shaking and panicing irrationally. In this case size does not matter! I freak out for even the smallest one. The only time when anyone has ever seen me go crazy like that was when I was in greece at my dads and I was skyping in the middle of the night and everybody were sleeping. I saw one and freaked out! I flew from the chair and pressed my self against a wall and just started crying and shaking.. That's when it started going even worse. You see, when you are in a situation like this you don't only panic for the one you just saw...no no, you get all consious about it and start looking around you and BOOM they're everywhere!! It was the worst.. I seriously saw one in the ceiling, one on the lamp, TWO on the floor and that's when I lost it. I seriously did not know what to do about them or how to handle a panicattack like that. Skype was still on but I totally ignored it and everything else. I was allready planning to stay up all night keeping an eye on them even though seeing them makes me like that. But I could not sleep in a house where I know there are alive ones. All I could hear was a voice telling me to breathe and calm down. No it wasn't god. It came from the computer. I knew I would have to deal with this my self. So I killed the son's of bitches! Not gonna tell how, but I can tell you the most scary detail....one of them (the biggest one) made a sound when i killed it. Like a squeeeek sound. And by the way, they are quite big in greece! This is not a joke, but I'm seriously shaking when writing this... When I have some extra money I will definately go to a hypnotist.
Why did I even start writing about this? Oh yeah... One of my cats came inside with a mouse in his mouth. It was slightly difficult to get him out with it but I did it! After all I have killed 5 spiders in one night. I have to put that on my CV.

Goodnight! Ps. My every nights ritual is to check all the walls and corners of my bedroom.