Kind of tired. Tired of being nice and getting nothing in return..
Telling people happily that I am trying to help the children in need in Greece, but getting criticized that I have no clue of the situation and should not comment anything on it.
Helping others get through each and every day, but being told I'm a bad person and will get what I deserve.
What else? If I was to donate blood would someone tell me it is the wrong type and too little of it?
If I give my seat to someone on the train, would it be too uncomfortable?
Why is it that people are so self-centered? I don't have much to give but I try to do it anyway. If any of my friends need help they know I am the one to trust. At least I do my best by helping as much as I possibly can.
But this is what makes me think of people and their selfishness. I don't trust people enough to confess in them nor to ask them for help when i need it. Maybe I've had too many bad experiences with people I used to call my friends. Now I just call them "acquaintances" without them knowing it. I do have a number of great lovely friends who I will never give up. But if someone fails to keep up a friendship as it should be, I don't think it's worth it. It's not like I've never called them for no reason, or helped them with something when they needed it. But I'm done with people who contact you only when they need something. Let them try and manage by them selves. Some just need that push to see how things are when you do them all alone.
I was brought up to be an independent woman and to be helpful and friendly.
But if you don't get the same back as you give, then what's the point?
