Girls house

Apparently this healthy food is messing up with my system because I woke up early today and even though I tried I couldn't fall back a sleep. And I really wanted to! Dreaming something that good should never resolute to waking up to this stupid reality called life.
Well I had work to do so FINE I'll get up earlier! Later I got company from Camilla and "Tomcam" and then Riikka and then Jo. Fun un-expected visits!
Camilla stayd hours after the girls left. It was fun just to sit and talk, just us for a change:) Not a day passed by that I eouldn't talk to her anyway :D
Rest of the evening I spent like modt weeknights - playing Candy Crush and wathing tv.

Day 4

I'm quite shocked that my stomache has not started disagreeing with this diet. I don't just have my illnes but I was also hospitalised on saturday because I had some major pains that were completely new to me. Found out that on top of everything else, I have an ulcer! The ulcer I can actually feel all the time - well maybe not the actual ulcer but the pain caused by it. For me it's not the worst pain ever but I can imagine how bad it would be for someone with no stomache problems.. It's like this burning pain but at the same time it feels like I'm being stabbed from the inside.

So back to the diet. Today I ate fruits and fat-free natural yoghurt. No problem there, nor in the soup-eating. It's so good compared to the original one! Had to make more today because I ate it all! Tomorrow is a weird tomato-day.. Tell you more when I suffer through it.
By the way, one thing that I craved on day 1&2 was ice cold coca cola.. Well it was nice to go to the shop today...

Day 3

Today was easy because of the freedom to eat fruits!! I made a new soup and I looooved it!! It was supposed to last for 3 days but I barely have enough for lunch tomorrow! That's how good it was!

Today was a fun day anyways because I got to hang out with Noomi and then I met the tiny one! How can something that small be so real??! <3

Need to sleep now - my eyes are closing allready.. Niiiight!!

Babyyyy

Last night I got some happy news! Well I wasn't happy when Lotta wrote me she was in pain at midnight but everything got better approximately 4 hours later when she wrote me again, telling she just gave birth to their second princess! I am so happy for her, she has been in such agony for over 2weeks and there has been nothing I could do other than just try to support her and keep her company.
Tomorrow I will finally meet the tiny miracle! After I first look after her big sister so that daddy can go to the hospital and spend time with mommy and the little one:)
So this should be it with baby-news for a while I think:P

Day 2

Oh man oh man this is hard.. I had a whole friggin cucumber for brekkie!! For a snack I had a red paprika(aka.bell pepper). Then I ate the soup for late lunch/early dinner.. Had to put some new taste in it so I chopped up some garlic which did not make it good but less disgusting. Then I got creative and put slices of zucchini spiced with garlic-powder and oregano in the oven and it was deliscious!! Yum! In the evening I finally had two small-sized baked potatoes with butter, and needless to say - it was heavenly. I had to cheat today but I don't think it could have been that bad... I ate two plums so nothing unhealthy, I just needed something sweet. Tomorrow is going to be a long day but most versitile of the days yet, it's eat as much vegetables and fruits as you want-day! And who could forghet the soup!! Making a new batch tomorrow with new spices and ingredients so hopefully it will be tolerable for a few days.. I'm allready planning what I'll eat on monday.. I'll splurge first and then I'll continue with the healthy eating with one piggy-day a week! Need to change my daily chedule too.. Can't eat this irregularly. That might allready do the trick for me but I'm hoping my poorly tummy will be able to handle it too.. Seeing as I normally don't eat during the day and I have my first meal like 6pm or later, but that's become a routine just because of my illness.

Day 1

Dear diary, the first day of the diet is going great - I'm ready to kill my self any minute now. I've been on this diet before and did remember it was quite gross but I did not recall it being so bad I nearly threw up from the soup.. It just does not give any pleasure to my taste buds. Today I had juices and one fruit.. That and the soup is really not enough but I remember days one and two being the hardest ones so I just have one more to go to day 3! Tomorrow I get to eat green vegetables and a baked potato with butter so I can't wait for that!! Oh and of course the soup, which has to be eaten every day as much as possible.. Ew.
The soup looked and smelled so much better before cooking it...maybe I'll just have everything raw tomorrow..

Home sweet home

Nu e jag hemma.. tung natt bakom. efter 5 timmars väntande fick jag då veta att jag har magsår... på allvar, magsår?! What's next?? Så jag har fått magsår av att stressa...OM MIN MAGE!
Så doctor's orders var lite mera mediciner än normalt och en stressfri omgivning. Hon ville att jag sku ha stannat på avdelningen men jag tycker man kan ta de lite lugnare om man är hemma. Sjukhus e int direkt min uppfattning om stressfri omgivning int. Men nu så måst ja va extra lugn å ta allt som en nypa sallt så de int blir värre.. Ska bli svårt då ja redan stressar över att måsta försöka ta de lugnt!